2008年4月21日 星期一
I understand that life ain't perfect.
Nobody's perfect...
But why must my life be so so so imperfect?
Come to think of it...I've achieved nothing to my name.
It really hurts most when you see other people moving forward,
while you're still standing here...not because you don't want to make an effort but because no matter how hard you try, you just can't achieve what you want.
I choose to believe that I was forced out of this race.
Instead of thinking that I was actually given a chance but I didn't cherish it.
No consoles would help at this moment.
Instead, it will worsen the situation.
The feeling is so terrible that it's killing me.
Can I live all over again so that I'll not be the me now.
Who's gonna help me?!
I can't see any light ahead of me...
XL@凌晨4:52
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