2007年12月31日 星期一
When I stepped out of my house this evening, it was 2007 and when I returned...it was already 2008!
I anticipated for 2008 but when it really comes I just want to escape it...
The clock is turning fast...
Is there any way to stop it frm goin to fast?
It's time I should plan fer my future...
I just suddenly realised...
it wuz impt...
2008 would be a very different yr fer me...
I could be a happy person looking forward to uni life...
but...
I ruined it all frm de start unknowingly...
The No. 2 was haunting me...
However hard I tried to mend it...I just couldn't cover for what I lost...
I knew it myself tht e chances were very slim...
but I choose to deceive myself...
Somehow someday I would eventually hav to face the cruel fact tht I just couldn't make it...
And that day would b coming real soon...
All I wish was fer a miracle to happen...
but I knew it wouldn't happen to me...
I'm always the unlucky one...
But if it really happens...I would cherish this chance...definitely...
So far, e greatest miracle tht happened to me wuz me getting into this course and knowing my besties in sec sch...
But ppl are just greedy by nature...I just wish for a greater miracle...
Guess I should start looking fer job...
In case if I couldn't get into uni...
I wouldn't be lazing around...
At least I have a job...
at least I can earn more bucks...
So I wouldn't be wasting my life away...doing nothing
This is a tough choice fer me and I wasn't even allowed to choose my own path..
Initially I was allowed but now...
Everything lies in e hands of god...
A tough year fer me...but I have to hang on...
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I am looking forward to grad trip again...haha!
Can't help thinking bout it...
I really wanna go Taiwan...hehe
XL@上午9:05
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